I got the Christmas mood! LOL
Deactivate Facebook. Offline from Messenger.
What I have left to do now, is blogging.
I need time to think what I really want.
Once I had decided, nothing can stop me including you.
So, yup! I'm in the process of thinking.
I get really irritated with all those nonsense.
Sometimes, it really making wanna scream out loud.
Really making me crazy.
Got to do whatever I can, just to stop his mouth.
I wonder if he did think before he speak.
He only know how to nag about what I did wrong.
but actually, did he realised he actually did something similar before?
Urgh, not gonna scold him like how he did to me.
Just gonna keep quiet :)
Oh well, I have nothing to do online.
(Actually wanted to show you, my swollen tragus but HA!)
Had a nightmare last night ): Hai, don't want to lose him but.. urgh. I can't force myself to do something I don't like or accept something that I really hate. Forget it. I'm gonna give us another chance, if still not working.. that's it.
I don't feel the same. I don't have the urge to save anything at all. Including you. I don't have the urge to save you from the deep shit. Just feel like letting everything go.
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I have been dropping hair lately. Look like I have some cancer or something. Hahaha. I wanna have mcdonald so badly lor. Cannot imagine if I grew fatter and fatter. Haiya, I sucked.
Nothing much to post anyway.
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Did I always ignore you? as long as 4-6 hours? You will never put yourself in my shoe. This is one of the reason, why I'm letting go and giving up. So tiring! Each time we quarrel, I always try to save this fucking relationship and yet you keep on doing the same old stuff over and over again.
CAN JUST ANYBODY UNDERSTAND ME?! AND ASK THAT JERK STOP DOING SUCH THING TO ME?! FUCKING ENOUGH OF THOSE NONSENSE!!!!!
